well well well.

im  listening to the kooks.
they were like all i listened to in around august!
reminds me of kelly and i. in her old carrr.
(the beast) =)
things have been rocky.
i miss the old days.
i hate that everything changes.
im making a promise my self that this summer im not
going to spend my summer thinking about another boy.
there just a wast of time that i don't have.
im off to bed.
goodnight.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!

i know im seven days off!....
not that much have been going on with me. except for...


* i was up for around 35 hours on new years.
* i've seen sweeney todd twice now and hopefully will be making that a third.
* it was my dads 51st birthday yesterday.
* i helped my grandma put away all her christmas stuff this past weekend.
* i earned 60$ wooo!
* im still miss David.
* im moving to Australia after i graduate high school. i already have a job there, its just waiting for mee =)
its at the #1 salon in Sydney Australia.
*i got new clothes.hooray.
* i also got a ihome for christmas. im not sure if i mentioned that yet. but it was 3 days late, cause  my mom forgot.
but its broke and now we have to take it back...grrr. =/
* i start school again tomorrow. eww again.
* im losing friendships ones that mean the effing world to me. its like "what the flipping french tost!?"
ok  im done now.
thats all.

 Garden State Soundtrack is officially my favorite CD right now. 
each song reminds me of something within the past year, and since its almost over i think ill name them.
my all time favorite  memory  that  the soundtrack  reminds me of is about the very begin  of the summer i spent the night at the Slagle's house. and i was most  hanging out with Alyssa Gainer, Javans cousin, and we would always have these deep intense conversations about so many thing, mostly about Javan...but thats cause thing were so so wrong and i didn't even see it. but late at night when neither of us cold sleep, we would go up onto the rooftop, and talk and talk and talk, till we were tired. it was so amazing. i only knew her for about 7or 8 months and i felt like she was my ONLY friend who truly understood me and had symphony for me. i miss her dearly. some day  ill go out to texas and visit her.
anyways.the song are.

Don't Panic (coldplay)
it makes me think of.. life, love, and why.  almost like i have nothing to fear. but i do....i really do.
and we do live in a beautiful world. it reminds me of all the talks/thoughts about the future.

Caring is creepy (the shins)
this song makes me think just of alyssa and how honest she was with me, only cause she said that the " The Shins"
is like one of her all time favorite bands.

In the Waiting Line (zero 7)
this one reminds me of  all the chaoses  between my family  this summer.
you don't really know what to say or think, because its  all very very different from  everyones  opinion.
you don't really know if you should believe what you see/ hear. im soo fed up.

New Slang (The Shins)
this song reminds me of the time Alyssa and i was laying on the beach looking at the sky and picking out the different shapes in the clouds. then we stated dancing to this song. (i know a lot of this has to do with Alyssa, but he introduced this soundtrack to me. sometimes the first time i hear the song...whatever im doing when im listening  to  it becomes a memory of that particular song.)

I Just Don't Think Ill Ever Get Over You (Colin Hay)
this one actually reminds me of Faryn, we were talking about different thing and i think i said some backwards or it came all twisted and we couldn't stop laughing.

Blue Eyes (Cary Brothers)
this one actually reminds me of the first time i saw garden state.
and thats all.
 
Fair (Remy Zero)
um... hummm.. i guess it reminds me of my summer all together. the rough times, fun times, the amazing times.
just about all the different feeling put into one song. its very strange.


One of  These Things First (Nick Drake)
i honestly don't even remember this song having a real memory, but every time i hear it i feel like i should go sailing. with kelly or someone who likes to sail.

Lebanese Blonde (Thievery Corporation)
this song has none, why? because i don't like it very much. and its really a funky song.

The Only Living Boy in New York (Simon & Garfunkel)
yeauh.... i really don't have a memory for this song but its very mellow.and i like it a lot.
i think it puts me to sleep.=)

Such Great Heights ( Iron & Wine)
so this song takes me back to way before i have even heard of  it. this one reminds me of good times, but i would like to forget the memories. and i don't want to talk about it, so I'm not.

Let Go (Frou Frou)
this one reminds me of the different relationships in the movie. the ones that last, the ones that don't. in the end most of it all works out for the better. it also reminds me of all the mistakes ive made.and how much i wish icould have just opened my eyes up just a bit more. its still an ahhhh-mazing song.

thats all.